Thats a good way to put it. I've watched almost every Bears game for the last 15 years or so, I've watched them even when awful, I've even gotten excited for primetime games when bad just for the additional national attention, even if I know its likely we'll end up getting embarrassed. Yesterday was different...wasn't really excited at all leading up to the game and at no point did I enjoy watching any of the game.
I'm just tired of it all and feel very defeated after hyping myself up that at the very least we'd have a decent team that's fun to follow. It's going to take a lot to get me excited about Bears football next season. Sure hire another coach and GM, maybe by some stroke of luck they'll actually be good. But most likely they'll horsefeathers this one up too and even if its Ben Johnson or some other highly regarded offensive mind, I'm sure they'll turn out to be inadequate at leading a locker room, or in game decisions, or something else. It just feels like we'll never get it right.