Please, spare me. Finding out that you have a breaking point doesn't mean you don't care enough. Your breaking point may be further along than mine, you may may never come close to reaching that point, and that may all make you a 'better' fan than us, but deep down you have a breaking point, too. I've been perfectly honest in saying that I'm about 85% certain that I'll be back, but I am weighing my options. The reality is that I'd be throwing away 25 years of emotional investment in the Cubs, and that if I jumped ship and the new team won it all, it wouldn't feel nearly the same. And if the Cubs ever won, all those fans who stuck with it will be a lot happier than me. But quite frankly, rooting for the Cubs has become so unfun that it may be worth it. People keep trying to equivocate, saying "the best team doesn't always win," but that glosses over the sheer statistical improbability of what keeps happening to the Cubs. No team had ever been swept in the division series after winning this many games (though the Angels might break that record tonight). They've lost 9 straight playoff games, all by multiple runs. They've lost six straight potential pennant clinching games. There's a point where the whole thing jumps the shark, and entire seasons become not fun anymore, and even if they did win the WS it'd only be after 7 months of worrying and discounting and it wouldn't even be that fun. The unofficial fan system says I'm honor bound to stick with a team I don't like because of a fluke of geography that caused me to align with them before I was old enough to understand what I was doing (and dang it, I was born right in the middle of Cubs and Cardinals fan countries, so it could have gone either way...), and I'm questioning that system. If that bothers some people around here, when I'm doing nothing to hurt them in any way, when I'm not flooding the boards or even creating new threads, so be it. But the fact that "never-die" fans think they are so cool is that there are those of us who die eventually, and if that turns out to be me, I wish you all well.