I must be some weird outlier, and maybe I should just become an Angels fan, LOL, because I just like watching good players. Every discussion I'm in always revolves around competitive windows, and not "wasting money" in non-competitive years. There's lots of easy chair GM'ing that adores the chess match of building cost effective rosters. I'd simply love to watch Trout and Ohtani do amazing things for the favorite team of my childhood, even if the team isn't in contention. Perhaps more accurately, I'd rather that than watch this parade of mediocrity, and let's-throw-horsefeathers-against-the-wall-and-see-what-sticks stuff. In any event, I've finally been putting in a modicum of thought concerning what my fandom means to me.