Additionally, how can McQueary stay on at Penn State after not only knowing this happened, but knowing that nothing was done about it. I can't blame him as much as Paterno, because he was just a grad assistant, but this is just sick stuff that was going on, I can't imagine being able to convince yourself that your eyes deceived you or that JoePa took care of it. I've seen it described as a cult of personality on BTF, and it really seems like it was this situation where he reported to Paterno, Paterno said he'd take care of it, and he'd already bought in from playing and coaching with him, so that was that. I'm sure McQueary's feeling horrible shame from this, but honestly he should, it's an awful situation, and I'd constantly be second-guessing myself the rest of my life if I was him.