I think I was pretty "happy to be here" about the World Series. Mid NLCS, I thought the Indians looked pretty tough and I declared to myself that just ending the 71 year drought was enough. At some point, I looked at the fact that the Cubs were so far better than everyone else, and I did a 180 and thought "the Cubs got this in 5". I wasn't nervous for any of the first 3 games. I wasn't upset after the game 1 loss. But last night really pissed me off. I don't want to deal with a future of this team losing this series. I know this team is young and very very good, but I think I was taking for granted that they'll get another chance. But that's not nearly a given. I want this NOW. No longer happy to be here.