2003 was disgusting because we hadn't been so close for so long, and because of how underwhelming the Cubs were as a division winner, there was a sense (at least for me) that we might not be that close again for quite a while. 2007 and 2008 didn't sting as much because 2004 primed us for dashed expectations. Before that, there really weren't any expectations to speak of. Hendry loaded the team so well in the preceding offseason (that rotation alone: Wood, Prior, Zambrano, Maddux, Clement, ugh) that for the first time in my life I really expected a big winner, and we all know how that turned out. In 2003, we had the prize ripped from us suddenly, in 2004 we watched it crumble over the course of months. 2004 was more disappointing in it's totality, but for sudden, sheer heart rending agony, 2003 takes the cake. Honestly, the day I joined NSBB was the first time I allowed myself contact with anything sports related since the end of game 7. But it was game 6 that really did me in. Before that inning, I was feeling really, really good. After I was full of doubt.