Forgive me for posting this here, but I need to get it out and I only want strangers to think I'm weird rather than people who know me. I don't know if it's in my DNA to be like this, but I find as the playoffs are about to start that I'm not excited, but instead filled with anxiety. I don't believe in curses and I don't believe the Cubs are destined to never win. I believe we have as good a shot as any team to win it all. But because I know there is a 75 percent chance of not winning, I'm more stressed than anything. I don't want to wait another year for a potential shot. I just want to know what it's like to win the World Series and never have to put up with the 1908 talk or have fans of other teams or friends be able to say anything ever again and not sound like sour grapes. I get jealous when I see a team like the Giants have so many World Series championships in just the past decade when I just would want one. I'm not saying that if we win I won't want to win again and again, but I really do feel like the anxiety would no longer be there anymore. I don't even know what I'm saying anymore. Thank you.