Same. My wish as a fan? I wish that I only had to think about the crazy/awesome/borderline stupid horsefeathers Javy does on the base paths; that the height of my ire would be during ridiculous debates about Bryant's clutchiness, or Maddon's lineups. But once this horsefeathers becomes known, I simply cannot memory-hole it, wish it away and not have it impact my opinion of someone, whether they're a star athlete, owner, spouse of either, etc. Yeah, the point is sports are supposed to be an escape. It's just that, for me, I refuse to dismiss inconvenient truths to convince myself it's all in good fun and entertainment.