Can't believe I'm doing this (everyone at NSBB is rolling their eyes) but wallowing in the misery helps me feel better after losses like this so, I'd say the following losses this year are worse than today's loss:
1. 3/28 - Opening Day, you get a gift run to take the lead in the 9th and immediately blow it
2. 4/8 - What will forever be known as "The Padres loss"
3. 4/16 - Down 4-1, roar back to take 5-4 lead. Then immediately give up 4 runs to trail 8-5, then score 6 runs in the 7th to take an 11-8 lead but give up single runs in the 7th, 8th, 9th and 10th (including a 2 out solo HR that barely got out in the 9th to tie it) to lose to Arizona
4. 4/20 - Leading 2-1 in the 9th, Adbert gives up a 2 run HR to lose to Miami
5. 4/27 - Maybe not quite as painful because it quickly became a "wash our hands of this one" loss early on but losing 17-0 is pretty brutal even if position players pitching was a big part of that
6. 5/2 - This is borderline even with today but blow a 4-0 lead to the Mets, take a 6-5 lead in the 11th with a runner on 2nd and 0 outs, that runner gets thrown out at the plate and it only takes 2 batters in the bottom of the inning to give up 2 runs and lose
So I'll call this the 7th worst loss of the year. Games that were close but ultimately kept behind today include:
4/28 - Cubs rally to tie Boston in the 9th only to get walked off on a weird bloop that might have been an inning ending double play if caught because the runner at 3rd wasn't tagging
4/30 - Adbert gives up a 3 run HR to DJ Stewart to break a 1-1 tie in the 6th
5/3 - Adbert blows a 1-0 lead in the 8th by allowing a series of increasingly harder hit singles to allow 3 runs and lose to the Brewers
5/8 - Definitely a tip your cap game with Cease going but getting 1 hit is pretty annoying.
Thats 11 of our 17 losses and yes I know I'm weird.