Yes. i don't know if you're just trying to be the fanningest fan that ever fanned, or if you truly have so little going on in your life that you allow baseball games involving strangers from a decade ago to devastate you. either way, pretty sad. I ended up watching it, but it was very painful to relive those events. It's more than just one game. It's more than a series. It's more than a season. It's a [expletive] lifetime. Some of my greatest memories of childhood are of going to Wrigley with my dad. It was (and still is) a great bonding experience for us. He's been a die hard Cub fan all his life and I want the Cubs to win more for him than I do myself because I know how happy it would make him. The celebrations in Chicago would be legendary. My life wasn't devastated by that game, but it still hurts and it will until the Cubs do win it all. And if my dad dies before that happens, then 2003 will probably forever haunt me much like 1984 does when we actually had World Series tickets in our hands until the collapse in San Diego.