I think this is more difficult to swallow for those of us who live in Chicago. Having had a brief interlude in New England (3 years) which ended last March, I can tell you that had the Sox done in this in 04', I would have taken notice, but it would not have had the effect it has had now that I am back. Its like a bitter taste in my mouth, and frankly, I am not sure why, other than the fact that I am at the peak of my frustration with the organization. I think that frustration is quadrupeled by the fact that: 1) we were so close in 03'; 2) we have, on paper, as much talent as any team in the NL; and 3) both Sox teams have ended their respective droughts in the last two seasons. Of course, the fact that the ball has bounced the Sox way at every turn this postseason makes me furious also.