Going back a while, but I remember Hank Gathers and Reggie Lewis essentially dropping dead on the court, so I got the idea in my head at a relatively young age that it could happen, but you know how it is when you're young, death is still and abstract and you don't really feel it. To that point, I was pitching once ages ago (as a teenager) and had a vicious comeback liner actually take the hat off my head without hitting me directly, and I am definitely more disturbed by it now than I was then. An inch or two different, or a nanosecond slower on my reflexes, and who knows. I think of stories of people/kids getting felled by commotio cordis, and it's scary. We think of young athletes at the pinnacle of physical fitness as being impervious to stuff like this, but at the end of the day we're just a complex mess of meat and electricity, and there can be a wide array of underlying flaws and weaknesses that we aren't and will likely never be aware of, and may just need the right trigger. But you can't really dwell on it or it'll paralyze you. I think it's important to realize, commotio cordis is pretty rare. It takes the perfect storm of a bunch of different things happening at once. A hard hit, to a direct spot in the chest, at the exact time between heartbeats. The heart beats, rests and then beats again all within fractions of a second. But it's crazy, I played football in MS for 2 years, HS for 4, and 1 year in college and I never missed a practice. No broken bones, no head injuries. And it wasn't just me toughing out things. I legit never got injured. So, I wasn't really worried at all. I am a little more worried about my son, which is why when he wanted to play youth football at 6, I got into coaching because I wanted to be there and make sure he was doing things properly and being as safe as possible. I didn't want to trust anyone else to "protect" my son. He broke his wrist in football this year and I was like, "oh well, it happens". Sure didn't want him to be in pain, but bones heal even if sometimes incorrectly. Head injuries can have long term effects, but they don't typically kill you on the spot. I feel like I am more worried about a fastball to the face while he's at bat, or a line drive to the face when he's pitching (really hate him pitching). I am more worried about an elbow to the face in basketball and breaking an orbital bone and messing up his vision, or now his teeth now since he got braces right before Christmas. I'm guessing because I played football. I come from a huge football family. Nobody has had anything happened that has ended their career or threatened their life. And I have heard stories of people being really messed up from a baseball to the head. Of course, there are football players that get paralyzed, but I supposed I rationalize that by saying, "oh it's because he put his head down and hit with the crown". But that's probably stupid of me to dismiss. It's statistically rare for sure, as is hypertrophic cardiomyopathy, which I guess is the leading cause of death in young athletes. Especially when you consider the sheer number of players that churn through these sports (esp. a violent and high turnover league like the NFL). But still the knowledge that these things can happen shouldn't be forgotten. We're all becoming more aware of the mid-long term toll of playing football, but it's honestly kind of astounding that we don't see more serious acute injuries in football, given the forces at play, and how chaotic it can sometimes be. I played some amount of football, baseball, basketball, and track and field from sixth grade through high school, and never had anything worse than broken fingers, bruises, and hyperextensions, and though I played with people who had far worse, I took it for granted at the time, less so today (though I did write off football pretty early after a series of hits, because I knew I wasn't nearly good enough to justify the beating). I think part of that is just getting older and growing out of the complacency of youth, but also I think that generally speaking we're becoming more aware. That said, I think the reckoning around the health risks to players and health of former players the NFL is facing is just getting started, really.