Yes. i don't know if you're just trying to be the fanningest fan that ever fanned, or if you truly have so little going on in your life that you allow baseball games involving strangers from a decade ago to devastate you. either way, pretty sad. I just choose not to watch it because I know I'd get all riled up again. To wait pretty much your entire life, from the time you knew what baseball was, to see the Cubs in the World Series and then get that close only to have it all ripped away? 2003 was the year that broke me. After that NLCS I knew I'd never live to see the Cubs in the World Series. And yes, I know there are fans here that lived through 1984, and even 1969. I'm just saying this is the moment that did it for me. Your results may vary.