the problem was, he was never in control of his emotions. consequently, he was never able to perform adequately. that animated gif is a microcosm of that. In a year it might be humorous, but right now it makes me angry because it represents how overwhelmed emotionally Lilly was. (Although the hamster comparison was worth a laugh). it sucks, because he's been really good for us all year. But he looked terrified all night, and I can only assume that affected his ability to play.