Were you beat up or ignored on this board as much as I have been, you would understand. And when I defend myself, I get a hand slap from the admin. Tends to be why I disppear for long periods of time. So you're simultaneously beat up and ignored? Truth is that anyone that is an "insider" posting on a message board is going to get grief. The anonymous nature of the internet is such that a lot of people are cynical of that, and I understand that sentiment. There was quite the chuckle out of the insiders at the Orioles Hangout this offseason. Were they actual insiders? Maybe...that situation was screwed up enough though, that it made them look completely ridculous, and they got shredded much more than you or I ever will. Your posting here is appreciated...you definitely have a unique point of view to present. But the nature of the message board is such that you're going to get criticism based on your "insider" nature and the defensive attitude that you present (rightly or wrongly). If anyone directly insults you the mods will be right there to take care of it (though you may have to point it out to us, we don't see every post). But if you attack someone, then yeah, we're going to let you know about it too. I am 100% sure it has nothing to do with you being female. Most posters probably don't even know that about you. Quite frankly, yes. I have started some threads or made some comments in threads that either die or I get no response. Other times I make a comment in a thread and everyone piles on. So that is why I get frustrated. From now on, I will just let it slide I guess because it isn't worth my effort nor energy to defend myself. Thanks for the kind words. And you are right...I don't believe most people on the internet either but I also don't tend to challenge what they say, I try to ignore them. Trust me, I am removed from that world now and the things I know are solely things from the past unless one of my pals fills me in which tends to be quite often. LOL BTW, please note, when someone has bashed a reporter that I do know and am friends with, I haven't defended that person because it is the writer's opinion. Could have very easily defended Teddy because I think he is a great guy but I didn't. It is the poster's prerogative to like or not like his writing. And it is his editor's prerogative to give him these crazy story ideas that he has to write about.