i wish we were just playing the penguins or somebody that wasn't a huge underdog heading into the series. i could handle losing like that. but losing to michael leighton and the flyers? nightmare scenario for sure. i keep going back and forth between trying to convince myself that we're in good shape, and trying to convince myself that we're done so it wont hurt as bad if/when we're actually eliminated. i don't know what to feel. strongly considering not watching game 5 (dont know if i can take it), but i dont know what i could do during that time that would keep me from checking the score. maybe i'll get wasted tomorrow night, stay up until like noon, and then pass out until midnight and then wake up and check the score