I'm relaxed, just angry and frustrated. When you're 29 games over .500, you simply cannot and should not be letting the worst team in the game walk all over you, nor should the aforementioned "walking all over" be compounded by letting a guy with a career .341 SLG hit a grand slam. it's the nature of a very luck-dependent game. and for what it's worth, i'd be far more pissed about walking a bunch of crappy hitters than about actually giving up the home run after doing it.