Nice post CIE! We have a very similar history with this organization. The strike is what made me walk away from the game for awhile. The steroid induced home run barrage is what brought me back, sadly enough. I've been cheering the Cubs since Milt Pappas threw his no hitter. That is still a top 5 moment in all of my years of watching Cub baseball. Fantasy baseball is probably what most likely lifted my interest in the game to an all new level. I read your stuff at Cubs.com, and I still enjoy reading your stuff here at NSBB. But, more interest in the minor league organization has also helped my interest level. My interest in the game has taken a hit. I'm not excited for the start of this season. I have made no effort at all to land tickets to Cub games in Arizona, San Diego or Los Angeles. To look at where we were in 2003 and to where we are now in 2006 is depressing to me. The farm system is weakened by trades for players in the last year of their current contracts. Big money has been spent on guys who have probably already had their best year somewhere else. Injuries, injuries, injuries. Someone's going to break their nail today and need to go on the DL for the next month and a half. It's saddening. I've watched the current manager reward poor play by getting another start tomorrow. I've watched him put the worst possible choice to lead off in the lead off spot. Not just once, but consistently. I've watched him leave starting pitchers in the game well after the outcome has been determined. The direction of this team this offseason was one that I do not agree with at all. The focus to improve speed and defense was the wrong choice. If it was 1930 or maybe even 1975, that might be the right way to go. However, it is 2006. Baseball stadiums are built like phone booths nowadays and the power teams who put runs on the board and the pitching staff that keeps the ball from leaving the yard will be the teams that stand the best chances to win. During my return to the game, players contacts have reached a whole new level. A-Rod has won what so far with his 250m contract? That's what I thought. It's a team game. Always has been. Ticket prices soar year after year making it nearly impossible for a middle income family of 4 or 5 to afford to attend a game. All the controversy surrounding the game these days has certainly stripped the game of it's "national pastime" status. Foreign born players who have the gift to play baseball better than most come to this country and have handed to them the "american dream", yet they are so selfish of anyone around them to even remotely consider switching positions for the benefit of the team. No, it's not all foreign born players. But, the selfish behavior of Alfonso Soriano, who wouldn't be making 100K playing professional baseball in the Dominican Republic can come to our country and dictate where and when he plays, and that turns me off even further. Sammy not wanting to hit 6th in the order was another instance that angered me to no end. I'm still hanging in there, but the future of this organization is looking a bit grim to me. I'm not a fan of several players on this team. I'm not even close to being as excited as I was in 2003. It wasn't just coming oh so close in 2003 either. I felt this organization was in a position to win year after year for the next umpteen years because of the depth of the minor leagues and the available cash to spend. Facinatingly enough, I can't place any blame at all on the Tribune. They have opened up the purse strings more and more each year of the 2000's. The ineptitude of the current regime is where I place all the blame. Juan Pierre is probably going to be a pretty good lead off hitter for us this year. However, he will likely only be the 2nd best lead off hitter this team has had during this decade. I doubt many can even name the best lead off hitter the Cubs have had this century. Many people scoff at me whenever I mention his name. I'll go ahead and mention his name. Mark Bellhorn. Table setter du jour. He scored 78 runs in less than a half season of at bats in 2002. What would Dusty do? Attempt to turn him into a bottom of the order RBI man. :roll: People aren't going to agree with a lot of this post, and it would go on forever if I attempted to list all the things I feel are wrong with this organization. Bottom line, my interest is waning badly. I need Cedeno and Murton and Lee and Prior and Zambrano to breathe some air into the fire. The problem is that if they end up winning with this team, a team I'm not real fond of in general will have accomplished something I didn't really think they had a chance of doing, which only disproves my theories on how a team should be put together and how an organization should be run. I'm not attempting to say that I could run an organization better than the current regime. I just don't like their philosophies as much as I like other teams philosophies. If Neifi Perez is playing everyday and hitting at the top of the order, I'll find myself turning off the tv and finding something else to do with my spare time. I've dedicated too much time to this game already to believe that anything good can come from it. I love the Cubs and I love the game. But, I haven't been this frustrated since I walked away from the game during the last strike. Another one of those strikes is probably not all that far off. If they can't use steroids to bring the fans back to the stadiums next time, what will they use?