For me it's difficult to watch them seemingly cut the payroll and not be able to spend to get players but then pay huge amounts of money to have Soriano and Zambrano play for someone else. I know we got a lower level-high upside prospect from the Yankees, but at 17 mil a year we're paying Soriano, we could have gotten some serious help for this season. I also know we need pitching prospects, and they may work out, or may have value as trade chips but it's still frustrating to act poor on one hand, and spend big money to get rid of players on the other. I still have faith in the FO and think that we are heading the right way, that we will get there and stay there. There is no reason we should not be a contender every year, like the Cardinals, without having to spend like the Yankees. The kids are close, and you can see so many upgrades to the way the organization does things, that it helps but it's still pretty tough to head into opening day knowing you don't have a chance to compete.