I guess this is what I deserve for letting myself get sucked back in, even for just a little bit.......... the Cubs hate me and love putting the dagger in my heart. And even worse, they'll come back and hit around on both Pettitte and Oswalt, taking 2 of 3, thus re-getting my hopes up slightly again.......... this rollercoaster ride known as the "Chicago Cubs, 2005 season" sucks.