i had optimism heading into tonight too but now it's all gone and i HATE IT i hate aaron miles for existing i hate jim hendry for thinking he could replace mark derosa i hate kevin gregg for being great for the Marlins and an absolute joke for the cubs i hate injuries i hate that i still care at this point in the season i hate that the slave state red birds will again represent the NL Central in post season i hate that the cardinals turned an ivy league graduate and mlb player into white trash(see the Derosa stache) i hate that White Sox fans got more joy out of tonight than any win their team had all season i hate the Cubs fans who try to blame any of this season on Milton Bradley (our best hitter since the break) i hate Ryan Braun i hate that next year that we'll all be totally invested again i hate that we'll be paying soriano $19 million per to hit .230, get drunk on the reg, and chase chubby chicks around Joe's into his 40s i hate that this rant won't make me feel any better i hate this F*&^%$ S*&T